yeah, go ahead and laugh, but what about feelings...

Thought i was gonna have the normal day with my friends.
But too bad, its terrible.

It started with some tease here and there to me, but i realise its too much.
One of my friend got this couple problem on the spot, and i tried my very best to help settle things down, and after that, its ok. But the teasing gets more and more. After meeting one friend after another, the teasing got worse. Its like the whole bunch vs me. What the hell????? I was all quiet. And they started. What the FUCK!!!! How can i not be angry and irritated????? Whats more, i didnt get any sleep yesterday. Imagine how damn tired i am. Whats more, i was worried the whole day about my girl. She told me she went to the library, ALONE. Its wierd u know, coz i know her. She wouldnt go somewhere alone. Its either with me or friends. But its just wierd when she say she went alone. I began to suspect something but trust is trust. And this strong trust got me strongly worried bout her. Everything bout her. Her safety, her loneliness, and maybe even.......betrayal of trust. Its such a bad fucking day.

And they say i'm EMO. I'm like this, i'm like that. But thats me when i'm holding my patience.
Its such a bad life.

Sometimes, i wish, when i open my eyes the next morning, i'm alrdy in marriage life. Coz each person one day will have to lead their own life. U get wat i mean.....

Yeah, jokes are funny, laughters are joy, but what about feelings???
It hurtz