I miss ya

It's been about 4 days she wasnt actively contact me.....

I'm worried...
I'm scared....
I'm down....

Wild thoughts ran through my mind...

"Will she leave me? Will we be together again? Will she be with me? What if she stop loving me? What if she don't need me? What am i to do without her? How am i gonna live without her? How will i be happy knowing if she never love me?"


I don't want to think about this!!
Stop thinking!!
Stop it shaz!!! Stop it!!


I trust her words. She say she do love me. I trust those words.

Girl, i know how u feel right now. But trust me, i promise, i will do much much more than my very best to keep us together. My love for you is true. I really do love you. I really do. I won't n i don't want to leave you. Never again. Coz I love you too damn very much...

I love you girl.....




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