not bad

well, its over now

get over one challenge
but
failed the next one

haha

it was really hard to go through the 2nd one

i guess i need more experience huh
more training i guess

well, at least i improve
at least i give my best

i enjoyed myself
it was a really enjoyable and challenging experience

the result, it wasnt so bad

still, there's plenty of room for improvements

hahahax

well


I HAD FUN!!!!
YEAH!!!

One more week to go

Yeah

thats rite

its time for me to put wat i've learn in my training to the test

its big time for me

my father's behind me
my mum's behind me
my lil bro's behind me
my friend's behind me
and my closest person's behind me

cant fail these
cant fail them
cant bring dissappointment


well


HERE I COME!!
COME AND TRY ME!!!

Said and done

well, today damn damn very tired

missing someone madly...hahax

well, been going training these days and hang out
just tryin to keep myself bz so that i wont think bout 'things' but
still, it got me thinking bout 'things' every single seconds

but i'm tryin hard
never let my fears conquer me
yeah......

it was all said and done
although i cant believe what have been done
although i give my soul, to be held and to be had
it just aint the same
but
it's life


-------like drugs, you got me thinking of you. like drugs, you kill me.--------

I'm just afraid

You were always there when i need accompany.
You were always there when i need someone to hear me.
You were always there when i'm all alone.
You were the one who treat me like a somebody when i'm a nobody.

I know how much you love me.
I know how much you miss me.
What we've been through really makes me fall for u.
Ur sweetness,
ur cuteness,
ur touch,
ur voice,
ur laughter,
its all in my head.
Although i hope she'd return, although i still miss her, i realise that i've fallen for you.
I realise that I love you.

But i'm just not ready.
I still miss her.
I still love her.
Although i dun miss her as much as i miss you when i fall for you, i need these feelings for her to go away so that my love for you could be to the fullest.
Not only that, i'm too scared.
Scared of being left again,
scared of being all alone again,
scared of being treated like a nobody again.
I don't want to be a nobody.
Coz no one loves me when i'm a nobody, not even them.

I love her, but this love for her decreases little by little, coz I love you more.
I miss her, but this missings for her decreases, coz i miss you more.
I love you.
I miss you.
But...
I'm just afraid.......