I'm just afraid

You were always there when i need accompany.
You were always there when i need someone to hear me.
You were always there when i'm all alone.
You were the one who treat me like a somebody when i'm a nobody.

I know how much you love me.
I know how much you miss me.
What we've been through really makes me fall for u.
Ur sweetness,
ur cuteness,
ur touch,
ur voice,
ur laughter,
its all in my head.
Although i hope she'd return, although i still miss her, i realise that i've fallen for you.
I realise that I love you.

But i'm just not ready.
I still miss her.
I still love her.
Although i dun miss her as much as i miss you when i fall for you, i need these feelings for her to go away so that my love for you could be to the fullest.
Not only that, i'm too scared.
Scared of being left again,
scared of being all alone again,
scared of being treated like a nobody again.
I don't want to be a nobody.
Coz no one loves me when i'm a nobody, not even them.

I love her, but this love for her decreases little by little, coz I love you more.
I miss her, but this missings for her decreases, coz i miss you more.
I love you.
I miss you.
But...
I'm just afraid.......