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When i first met you, your eyes told me that ur heart said that u will be with me always.
When i first met you, your eyes told me that ur heart said that u loved me.
When i first met you, your eyes told me that ur heart said i am sure that u'll be loving me forever.

U told me u love so much.
U told me u wouldnt want to leave me.
U told me u'll be here for me.
U told me u miss me.

I accepted u for who u are, believng that u'll be happy with me..
Knowing that u'll be my happiness and joy...

U told me all of those things, and said its true, but it turns out to be lies....


Read again, we were happy at the beginning, but after ur sudden change, u stop sayin those words, those touching romantic words that u said its true....

I tried to make u happy, tried to cheer u up, tried to make u smile, although this heart is heavy, i never bring it out to make ur smiles go away.....
Even after the sudden change, i still go on loving u....

I cannot let this go on....
We will never be happy if u dun even wanna try...
Thats why i have to know why...
Thats why i kept asking u why...
I know its frustrating for someone with problems to think bout the answer..I'm sry
But i have problems too....
And remember, there's no one around me to help me....

Read again, we were happy at first, but soon, after u ignore me, all change....
So the words isnt true at all
So the true words are true lies after all....

Rite now, i'm so hurtz....
The pain, unbareably painful...

I hope u'll realise how much i love u, how much i care bout u.....
I'll even put my life on the line just to keep u safe, just to see u smile....

I dun know whtr u will return but trust this, i'll be waiting n be here for u, for better or worse or most worse or the very most worse, i'll be here for u...


My last words:
I love u fizah.....very much....







sHaZnI )'X