Happy

Yup, like the tittle say, happy..


Let me tell u about my story, before i became so happy...


2005: I met this someone 2 years back. She seems nice, sweet and cute. She treat me like a rose. But wat i didnt realise is, she's turning me into a black rose. U'll see why later, further in this story. Well, we fall for each other n we got together. Yeah, there was a problem for her before she met me, but that problem stopped. So i thought we sould be happy. But then, i had to leave her, coz lets just say i had to protect her. Thats 2 years back.

2006: We had contact. And well, yeah, i've told her wat happen. And she undestands n we were together again. But, our relationship only last for 3 months. At first, the sights that i saw, she sitting very close to her guy frens, shoulder to shoulder...they held her shoulder n she dun mind at all...it was a very heart breaking sights. But i kept quiet. Then, i couldnt take it anymore. I talked to her about this n she nod her head saying she understands. But then, a few days later, everybody, her frens, my frens, everyone..started saying i was overprotective. To me, it was like "what the hell??". I just accept it n patience in my mind. But then, she approached me n started to indirectly say things to me that she dun like it when i talk to my girls frens. What the hell? cant even talk to them. Fine, and yeah, i wasnt close with them. I tried to spend time with her, sacrificing my times when i suppose to spend with my frens. I wasnt close to my frens anymore. But she just ignored me n spend time with her frens. So i got fed up n i smsed her saying wat i dun like, n she got fed up n thats it. She left me.

2007: We contacted again. And this time, we really confessed to each other. The most stupid thing i ever done is trusting her "i love u". She began ignoring me. She says she needs space to think bout her future studies. yeah, well, i gave her that space but think about it. If she needs space, she ignores me n go spend time with her frens???? Come on! Soon, an angel appeared. She seems very nice, very cute, and very sweet. This angel was there for me whenever i'm down. She was there even if i never asked to be accompanied. I know that angel likes me coz i can see. Soon, i fall like that angel. But at the same time, i love the girl before. It was lucky for me coz that loving flame for the girl before is getting lower and lower. And guess wat, rite now, i'm happy with that angel. Very much happier. 240307 ;)



A simple advice: The one who needs you coz they love you is the right choice. Coz good or bad, they will be there for you....


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